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i believe in GOD
i enjoy going to church
i enjoy hearing the word
i enjoy fellowship through music
i so want to fully understand the book & the teachings of the book
i go to church
but not as often as i would like
i was raised as a christian
i was brought up in a holiness church
there are some days that I feel unstable - because of my situation with church & religion
i hate that part about me
i pray about it
i don't want my son to ever see this side of me or feel this way
i believe
i am a spiritual being
i believe in GOD
i enjoy church, bible study, fellowship
i desire to fellowship with others
i often feel stuck
often i feel pressured
or is it me?
my mom used to make subtle suggestions as to: "are u coming to church on sunday"?
my mom would remind me that i should go to church because of family faith and belief in the church
i rejoice today - on the inside
a bit nervous
i am stepping out on faith (i believe)
i (we - my son and i) have been visiting various churches on sunday
i am searching for a new church home
possibley a new faith
i shall recover it all
because
faithful
faithful
faithful is my GOD
he will deliver me and place me where i fit
i won't just go to church anymore
i will ATTEND church
i will find a "church home, a place of fellowship"
that is the day i will fully rejoice
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disclaimer: this post and my last post are in no ways meant to offend anyone in his/her beliefs. sometimes we have to do a little soul searching. as i post on my blog - some days are heart felt, some are quirky, and them some are just my attempt to sort out my inner thoughts and being. i mean really...i don't think my son is going to listen.
